2009 was an amazing year for us. As I have contemplated the past year, I am amazed at the difference a year can make. I know that Brownsville, Texas is not the place that most dream of living, but for us it is home - the place we waited for and prayed for, for seven years. My little girl asked and received salvation this year - a precious and eternal moment that our whole family got to share. We have seen God do many miracles in our lives. He has provided for us time and time again in ways that prove without a doubt that He is our sustainer and is personally and mightily involved in our lives. This past Sunday, Blake and I attended the church we were raised in. Worship was awesome and the pastor that I listened to from the age of 2 until I graduated high school preached a message that changed and will continue to change my life. He asked us if we live a life of doubt or a life of faith. He said that doubt and faith are habitual so that we either live a life of habitual faith or a life of habitual doubt. I was struck with conviction. The incredible conviction of God that always comes with a sure sense of His love for me. A love that surges within and lets me know that He will help me change if I have the desire to turn from my wicked ways and surrender. How in a million years after all that God has done for me, could I doubt His faithfulness? I want this year to be the year of a life change for me. I will practice faith when I want to stress and worry. I will practice faith when I want to over-analyze. I will practice faith when I want to rant and rave. I will practice faith...until it comes naturally. This is my primary new years resolution.
PS. Secondary resolutions - reading through the Bible in a year, studying Spanish, and the one I renew every year: staying un-pregnant :)
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